SCHOOL IS BORING!!! please help this helpless guy!?

k i take IB tht is like the challenging cles, and i get sooo bored!!!! i started skipping and got in lots of trouble, but thn again i skip like evry other day, n whn i say skip, i mean i dont go to school at ALL! please tell me what to do, i have nothing to look forward to school, yea i have FRIENDS! but they are all in diff cles, n the homework scares me soo much , somtimes i jus wanna kill the teacher.... also i fell so guiolyt for skipping, but i jus cant help but to skip, as SCHOOL GIVES ME PAIN! but i also have dreams bout the future, i want to get a good job, but not through this boring school......i fell soo guilty somtimes that i want to die, and i skipped today too, i have skipped like 5 times last 2 weeks tht means did not go to any cl for 5 days... please tell me, i jus dunno im lost, i feel suicidal....its jus f**king GAY! UGH! :-(