What to do if I want to be a Theist, but do not believe in a God?

Fortunately for me I understand your sarcasm bunny and you make a good point in a way. Too funny for me, but you make a good point. What if I told you i have seen God and talked to God. And I stood in front of the gates of heaven- or what appeared to be "gates". What would you think about God then bunny. Am I lier am i delusional? If you would like to converse further on this subject please email me. You know that I appreciate your views and that i love your spirit.